Saturday 28 November 2009

Eh, filling in the blanks

Dearest partner of Greatness,

A life changing workshop is happening for me soon. Life changing in the way that I'll be more connected with the universe, if you believe in such a thing. This may bring greater awareness of things which most people would look over. Emotions may be much more prominent. Intuition development. A bit of Clarvoyency and Claraudiency in the mix too. Increased integrity with a balance of wisdom. And sensitiviy to situations and other's emotions.

This all spawns, from what I know, when becoming a Reiki Master. Reiki opens up the spiritual senses; clarvoyency and claraudiency. This connection is to receive messages from spiritual gardians. Awareness not a lot of people may have.


The most entriguing thign about Reiki Masters is the new traits which one may get from them. The main one is integrity. The problem then with people who know a Reiki Master both before and then after they become a Master is this newfound integrity. I'm just thinking about how Integrity could affect one's relationship with a Reiki Master. It could happen that the Master won't do certain things or refuse to entertain some ideas which you may hold. Or may refuse more sternly than before. If something done is wrong, then the integrity would show it to the Master more easily. And they may not sit on the fence or keep quiet for much longer.

That is what could happen inside the person's mental level. I presume the Workshop will teach the Mster how to balance and protect themself from these external negative happenings. It is for the better for both the Master and the people in constant contact with them. Without the ability to balance, ground, centre and protect things will cave in upon the person. Negative feelings may take hold. But part of being a Reiki Master is to be able to feel and deal with emotions, the realization and acceptance of various emotions and the fact they must be felt. If they are not felt they build up into a little monster. This happens to everyone, they bottle up an emotional event and it eats at them day by day. It can lead to depression or physical manifesations such as ulcers, muscular tensions or migrains.

The difference between a Reiki master and another person who does not feel some emotions which must be felt is their acceptance of the need to feel an emotion when it needs to be felt. It is the Master's job to feel these and not harm anyone else be hurt by it. They may be having an angry day and have an out burst at someone and from that point on, their relationship could decline.

There are other aspects too. The Reiki Master will seek out simialr people, loved-based rather than fear based people. What's the point in being surrounded by fear and hate? People with acceptance for unearthly ideas is an attractive option. None of these are necessities, but a help.

These changes will occur to me, but to what extent I do not know. These are not negative developments for me. But it may make times awkward amongst friends and loved one. That is awkward when they know the Reiki person before and then after. I will understand completely, wholly and lovingly if the parties involved decide to step down if they feel the change is too much, or not why they are here in the first place. it will be met with love rather than hate and disgust...

Wednesday 11 November 2009

Eh, being bored and random...

1. Where were you 3 hours ago?
Nutrition
2. Who are you in love with?
Ciara
3. Have you ever eaten a crayon?
not to my memory
4. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
Yup. A piece of white string on my bag
5. When is the last time you went to the mall?
Monday
6. Are you wearing socks right now?
Yes I am.
7. Do you have a car worth over $2,000?
Don't have a licence
8. When was the last time you drove out of town?
Refer to last question
9. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?
Yes, Jennifer's Body
10. Are you hot?
Some think so.......
11. What was the last thing you had to drink?
Water
12. What are you wearing right now?
Massage t-shirt, blue fat-man pants
13. Do you wash your car or let the car wash do it?
Refer to Question 7
14. Last food that you ate?
A wrap with random meat and salad
15. Where were you last week at this time?
college probably doing the same thing as this time last week
16. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?
No
17. When is the last time you ran?
A while ago to get outta the rain
18. What's the last sporting event you watched?
A small section of a soccer match last night
19. What is your favorite animal?
Maroon Clown fish
20. Your dream vacation?
Kerry
21. Last person's house you were in?
Mine.
22. Worst injury you've ever had?
Arthritis
23. Have you been in love?
refer to Question 2
24. Do you miss anyone right now?
refer to Question 2
25. Last play you saw?
Hamlet in CAT
26. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex?
Words
27. What are your plans for tonight?
Cinema, if anyone will go with me
28. Who is the last person you sent a MySpace message or comment?
Don't have Myspace
29. Next trip you are going to take?
To ITL
30. Ever go to camp?
Every year
31. Were you an honor roll student in school?
If the question is what I think it means, yes
32. What do you want to know about the future?
I'm having potatoe for dinner
33. Are you wearing any perfume or cologne?
eh, no
34. Are you due sometime this year for a doctor's visit?
no
35. Where is your best friend?
on planet Earth
36. How is your best friend?
Aive
37. Do you have a tan?
builder's tan
38. What are you listening to right now?
The hummmmmm of computers and people whispering
39. Do you collect anything?
experience
40. Who is the biggest gossiper you know?
no names being mentioned
41. Last time you got stopped by a cop or pulled over?
never
42. Have you ever drank your soda from a straw?
Sure have
43. What does your last text message say?
I left my phone at home!!!
44. Do you like hot sauce?
Depends on what sauce it is
45. Last time you took a shower?
Last night after training
46. Do you need to do laundry?
nope. I'm enough clothes to keep me going
47. What is your heritage?
Irish
48. Are you someone's best friend?
Sure damn hope so
49. Are you rich?
Like evry other student
50. What were you doing at 12AM last night?
Going to bed

Sunday 8 November 2009

Eh, happy fucking Christmas.....

How is it that on the 7th of November, while walking in the shopping centre I saw a load of Christmas banners? Dunnes, this afternoon, I see one poor creatúr employee with a ladder. He had a big black trolley with a huge something covered in silver tinsel and big red shiney balls. The poor child...



This occurance has been happening more and more over the past number of years. Why? I do not know. Do people want to be happier for longer and the only time of year they are happy is Christmas? Is it that Summer isn't good enough for them? Are they not leading a fulfilling life, or following a healthy lifestyle which would bring them happiness upon them most of the year around? These are the things which go through my mind when I see the vechiles of happiness and joy.



Christmas isn't the happiest of times for everyone. There are people who are not able to see their family over the 'season of joy'. And because of this they would rather go to work and get paid than have a day off which they would be doing nothing with, but sulking or being alone while all their friends go home to their family. They cannot go visiting friends because they do not want to be rude by crashing in on another person's family gathering. And these people are living away from home and may not afford to go home to their family



Nothing good lasts forever. So that is possibly why people want good to last that bit longer. But the novelty wears itself thin by Mid-December. It is horrible. It really is. And that Shit song is on repeat with only thirty seconds of music playing on and on and on........

Sunday 1 November 2009